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Original: 2/12/2009 11:27 PM
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Thursday, February 12, 2009

A superficial realisation

 
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Have you ever spoken to someone and think that he was just pretending to sound smart and intellectual and you can see right through that empty naivety?

I feel like that sometimes. As in on the receiving end of it. I can never seem get my point across. My vocabulary feels so limited that it also limits my ability to make other understand my thoughts and point of views. It gets really frustrating sometimes..especially when i start to stutter.

One way to overcome my lack of vocabulary would probably be to read more but unfortunately I'm going through a phase where no book can seem to keep me interested long enough for me to finish it. Another way would be to read the dictionary...........right. I'll leave option two at that.

I feel so inadequate sometimes. I'm surrounded by extremely intelligent people and I just don't feel up to par with them. Especially my college mates. Intelligent people with such extreme amounts of general knowledge and understanding.. and i envy them for that. I envy them for the depth of their thoughts [sometimes] and how UNignorant they are. I feel superficial somehow when I'm around them.

But i suppose we are who we are... just exactly who am i?

Where am i among these worldly people i most associate with in college?

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I feel inadequate all the time, not only academically, but socially as well.
but i try to think this is a good thing.

i guess as long as you feel inadequate, you'd be really quite adequate, and perhaps even more of an extent, benefitting to yourself, as the feeling of inadequacy will be a fuel for you to improve yourself. really intelligent people would never laugh at ignorant people trying to learn. instead, they'd help you. intelligent people knows that they can learn even from an infant, and knowledge is something that is found, not necessarily in books but through interaction with people.

as a matter of fact, now you're thinking about expanding your vocab, which is a step towards improving yourself, no?

i think the moment you feel you're adequate, is when you stop learning, and maybe, at this point of life, we shouldn't feel that way... yet.

we have a lot of fields to cover, afterall.

its much more easier for me to act stupid than try to act intelligent, though. but inside, i have a burning desire to be a better person.

Posted 2/13/2009 12:49 AM by anonymous - reply

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aww don't worry naj i feel inadequate all the time too! i guess i got used to it, so it doesnt really matter anymore.. but yeah you can ask vish or omar or praddie about my lack of general knowledge and you're definitely gonna get a sure fire answer.. but it's alright as long as you know who's gonna stick by you no matter how much you know. or don't know for that matter. haha :)
Posted 2/14/2009 8:16 PM by blunderbuss - reply


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